Thoughts

I am not back in Newcastle. YET.

Time slipped by. 3 months is gone. Just. Like. That. Sometimes I question myself, what have I been doing this summer holiday, I couldn't think of anything except catching up with friends, went to a camp, went to KL and stayed at home all day long. And I totally enjoyed it. I know my life is totally laid off during the 3 months long holiday, and thus I feel scared whenever I think of the workloads, stress, tension waiting for me when I go back. I felt the strongest like last few weeks, and now I think I have slowly accepted the fact that I am going back this sunday. so soon!! I am still sorta in the denial state on the fact that i am going back 3 days later, but I will get over it, I have to... eventually...

I am doing my last minute shopping these few days, and I haven't packed anything. I am supposed to start packing today but I got lazy and emo so I ended didn't pack at all. I have put aside some of the stuff that I am bringing back but still got lotsa stuff at everywhere. Now I'm kinda worry that the baggage limit of 20kg is not enough for me. Maybe I'll ship the rest.

Let see what I planned to do before I came back...
1. Learn photoshop (not done, got offered free lesson by my friend tho, but didn't make an effort to find him)
2. Learn yoga (not done)
3. Go KL (checked)
4. Watch tonnes of movies in the cinema (not really, but better than nothing, checked)
5. Shop like money grows from tree (urgh, not at all, but got myself a few stuffs, so checked)
6. Buy a hard disc (checked)

That's what I can remember for now. I guess I'll better go pack now or I'll be sorry if I left anything behind. And I think this will be my last post from Malaysia. I'll surely miss all of you! XOXO

ps: oh god, I'm getting emo again


pps: can I transfer credit back to malaysia?


ppps: I am feeling scared again


pppps: okay no more ps. I am soooo gonna miss everything and everyone in Malaysia!


ppppps: I am conferencing with 5 other people! O.o


okay I'll stop now. ta~